Sometimes I can’t help but wonder why do I even bother trying, nothing’s ever going to work in my favor anyway. But I haven’t given up yet, although I must admit, I’ve tried many times. I still continue to move forward. Why? Well, ignorance is -truly- bliss. This too -whether I like it or not- shall pass.
Makes no sense? You think I don’t know!
I ramble and I know it.
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Giving up french fries for good.
And not happy about it.
Chee, I know! It’s sad how I couldn’t come up with a better title.
Been working on my “final collection” process book since forever! It’s no surprise. I saw it coming. The sneaky lazy side of me took over and brought it’s bff along, sloppy. Cunty sloppy is the worst. Took my whole lifetime to get rid of her. Not thoroughly though, she’s always around. It’s sort of comforting. What? I got to know my demons and befriended them. And they are awesome! Batshit annoying, but awesome. Moving on <stern face>, I still have a lot of work to do! I could panic and be all, “OMFG! OMFG! I’m going to kill myself! I haven’t done anything!” But instead, I’m going to take a deep breath, open the process book (it’s not ‘The Monster Book of Monsters’, it won’t bite. Just stroke it, just in case*), and work on the explorations (calmly).
*The kind of pep talk I give myself before I do something I don’t want to (because I just don’t want to, okay) but have to and yes, I make HP references. <grins>
Man, it’s been a while. Thanks to glee, I found my way back to this video.